we all  have those days when you feel indifferent, not really happy and not really mad. when you got a lot on your mind and it just mess with everything you do or say. you try so hard to make everything right and forget about everything and the more you stop thinking about it the more worse it gets, silence becomes loud and the words become more louder and the music makes it worse because everything you listen to becomes about that topic. so today I really feel indifferent and i hate that, i pray this day changes around and i can be and feel great like the rest of my friends.  and i haven't felt like that in a long time.