today for the first time i have actually dressed up its pretty nice and i look really girly, and no im  not use to it, but i like it.  will i do it everyday probably not but its something new and gives me a new look so why not. and today has been a good day and i hope today gets better. i am looking forward to the rest of the day, and the rest of the weekend.  I cant wait too just smile and just really enjoy hanging with my friends.